F.A.I.L

Epilogue of Life

The Embodiment of Time,
Years falling off the Face as tears trickle.
Similar to when I once knew you;
I knew you, taking your flower;
Crushing it beneath my sorrows,
Bitter you are.
Forgiveness like laughter is medicine.
How and why you clench so?
To grasp dead leaves is as to halting life.
For stopping decay is to stopping growth;
Life has a way of healing-just let it be.
You can't hold on forever,
For every breath passes, death slides closer:
Don't die with a hard heart.
Give in to what happens as you near eternity versus forever.
Who wins your Battle?

Untitled VI

Time after time,
A wait.
A long wait to see.
Seeing is believing, right?
Well I haven't seen anything positive from women in a while.
They speak into existence one reality;
and it comes true.
Yet they lust for another,
Which doesn't quite fulfill.
Time and time again I warn;
I send urgency with my message.
Yet is it overlooked?
All the time.
Every Day.
Then Again; Who doesn't Ignore their Signs?

Untitled V

Too many times I have deemed situations equal to normalities.
Life has been enhanced due to gifts bestowed;
Presented precepts of precious presents placed is as a defected President passing Policy.
Negotiated was my personal protection by my perfected director.
Guided as my original orientation was altered by secular permeation.
Forgiven as some juvenile choices barely avoided judicial preparation.
Cleaned was my slate of general notions that existed within parameters of past traits.

-Disclaimer-

This is not a big, drama infused vent or anything. I just went through my notebooks and found some stuff I thought I should post on my site. I hope you all like it.



Much To-Do about Nothing...
Socialistic Visions.
My mind often visits itself.
Seeing one's self-expressionary deposits into my sky.
My I Mine in thy Mind's Eye?
Where else will the vision positively procreate?
Delve into thy own self.
Exhibits of inhibitions lost are publicly displayed.
Locally dismayed shall your actions remain;
Appearing outside itself for only a brief apparition.
An Exhibition of sort; perplexing my position.
Self-Discovery can be positive.
For self-discovery is a painful route.
Losing yourself over to shrewd conceptions of life's complex purpose.
Time's worth is Plenty;
Wasted moments of technique donated to ignorance.
Hurt mothers pondering their existence.
Living through life's only Practicioner,
Moving though stagnation is element.
Growing in the water of life.
Fermentation occurs , if you let it.
Make your beverage of Choice...

Preservatives

Living in a Post-Modernistic Society,
It can be perplexing...
Wondering when and if the years are accurate.
As technology increases, the the more lethargic you become...
Listen close.
You may hear the sound of Pain in the morning;
With each beginning, the old is always prevalent unless mended.
End all previous matters.
Start Fresh.
Everyone likes Fresh Food; Try a Fresh Life.
Try to improve your thought process.
Try to improve your minds stability.
Improve your stability by improving your ability.
A fence rider is unliked in both arenas.
A sure-footed individual is appreciated,
By Someone.


-Untitled; actually, it's also Unfinished-
If I counted every instance,
I'm sure I'd be Unraveled.
Look at It.
Think about the falsehoods you have committed.
The bursts of awkwardness you cosigned for.
Come On!
Just Admit It...

-Untitled II-
It's like time flows backwards,
While I'm sitting, meditating, my mind keeps doing mental backflips.
I don't understand.
Is this really all apart of being a man?

-Untitled III-
Thought.
On the eve of a situations brink, wondrous is the path.
Though unknown are the formalities of detail,
The Outcome is standard issue.
Sourced knowledge has been placed through righteous teachers,
Although the practice of action isn't always set as it should.
Most often I wonder what would be if I had an answer key...
Would it really open the door that I'm searching for?
Or would it really just make me not appreciate my present state of being.
Make me lose focus from my true goals...
I wonder...

Untitled IV (maybe I should just title these...)
Inside; inside of a tempest.
Indeed you understand why.
Time after time with love do you see:
Myself, I don't even think I can barely understand.
Things going on, building me up,
Tearing down the old and dead...
Filling my Soul with Eternity.
Life is but a test, Pass or Fail.
Which grade you wish to receive is up to you.
Failure equals Forever.
Success leads to Eternity.
One is going, one is to come.
Hopefully I'll make it, actually I will.
I'll live in eternity.
There is where my spirit will dwell.